MOVE FORWARD LEAVE THEM BEHIND YOU.

Assalamualaikum dan salam sejahtera semua.

move forward and leave them behind you.

ok fine, this second days i m work with the enviroment yang tidak membantu.

even though i m a student but aku dah ade experience kot..

bukan nye aku student basic yang duk tahu pape...

just because of my uniform yang colourful and berbeza dengan orang lain so kau leh sesuka hati judge aku stupid or dot know what to do huh??

let me give  u something clear explaination.

evethough u are good in experience its doesnt mean u do clinically with correct way.

eventhough u came from crowded enviroment but your skill still low in front of my eyes!

yes, i was admit that i  m lack from my experience because i m a fresh graduate. but i m still humble to learn.

no matter what happen, my patient first..their life, its a precious.

dari saat ni, masa ni aku just nak kata.

I M CHOOSE TO MOVE IN MY LIFE

JUST WAIT AND SEE.

I M LEAVE YOU BEHIND ME.

U ARE NOTHING OR WHO ARE YOU TO JUDGE ME AND GIVE ME SOME DOSES MENTAL DOWN HUH?

UNEXPLAINED FEELINGS

Assalamualaikum dan salam sejahtera.

OK, malam ni memang terasa nak update status kat blog atau secara tepatnya memang nak luah everything what i m feel to be here as a MINORITY in MY COUNTRY!!

yes, i am..stress duk dalam keadaan yang tidak membantu.

ingat datang sini leh tenangkan hati yang semakin kelam kat kl tu tapi hakikat buat hati semakin stress dengan enviroment yang tidak membantu sikit pun.

yes benar, DON'T JUDGE A BOOK  BY ITS COVER and yes, i m very regret to be here.

i m not stress about study but i m stress about enviroment.

bila kita menjadi pihak minority di kalangan pihak majority, the feel like the HELL.

kita dibentuk dengan persekitaran kita.

semakin lama aku disini semakin lama otak aku leh dapat mental depression.

i m so sorry lau malam nie memang nak mencarut or nak marah ke ape sebab memang aku terasa nak marah dengan semua ini.

i hate this so much you noe

 i was tried to be belong here but more i m tried more i got worse!

honestly, i m very stress to be here

again  i m said, i m stress to be here.

the best part is, aku bukan study oversea sampai majority disini nak layan yang very RUDE!

study kat negara sendiri tapi dikecam dengan masarakat sendiri!

ok fine.

stress!

2 MARCH 2015 @ 2059Hrs

Assalamualaikum dan salam sejahtera.

Ya Allah...bahagianya lahai dapat bukak blogggggg setelah lama daku mendiamkan diri kerana blog tak boleh bukak  ( =.=)

A lot of story mul nak cerita.. since i was make my facebook as my diary.haha

Banyak perubahan.

banyak kisah dan pengalaman.

dan banyak juga jiwa tersakiti.

man jadda wa jadda. ya that it! 

sesiapa yang berusaha pasti akan ada hasilnya.

nie perjalanan hidup mul.

nie takdir mul.

continue my study going to be specialization as a Staff Nurse NICU.

and now, i m here.. TERENGGANU! 

PANTAI TIMUR ahaiiiii.haha

ok fine, mul mengantuk sebenarnya..so , the next nt mul baru update k.

Gd  nite semua. 

loving u.

muahhh. 

assalamualaikum.